| Wednesday, October 12th, 2005 |
| 12:07 am |
Back From Fall Break
Mmm back at Emory! It was so f.ing sweet to see Nicole and Metra and Hilary and Mer and Rach and Jes and my mommy and the kittens. :) Now I have to get back in the sinc of no car and school and missing gordon. Hehe, i can't lie. i do like it here. :) |
| Wednesday, June 1st, 2005 |
| 3:11 pm |
So I slept until nearly 2.30 on Senior Skip Day. I should have called it Senior Sleep Day. Today I spent with my Mommy in her classroom. her kids are adorable. I'm so glad I'm not in elem. school anymore. The only thing worse is Middle School. Gross. Gordon, get a job. Meredith, come over here. Nicole, ... doesn't read lj. Hilary, i miss you so come to beach week. tell you mom that if she doesn't let you then you will coincidentally be kidnapped for the week anyway so she might as well avoid an unnecessary run-in with the police and let you go lest the kidnapping plan ensues. Hung out with Mike and Patrick a little, but really they just get high all the time. i've decided that gordon was right. getting high with potheads is like getting drunk with alcoholics. it's just not fun. and i'm not really the druggy type. I'm sorry. I also hate social interaction. And now I have to go to work. Gordon- get a job. Don't make me punish us both and withold sexual favors. Haha, just kidding. I wouldn't do that. Current Mood:  amused |
| Tuesday, April 19th, 2005 |
| 1:27 pm |
Computer System
I'm not working ever. In fact, I'm in comp sys right now and I haven't done shit for anything. I really do not intend to either. And I'm leaving school now. Maybe when I get my report card it'll incite motivation. Or not. I don't really even have the motivation to write a long and detailed and witty lj post. |
| Thursday, January 27th, 2005 |
| 1:53 pm |
In Comp Sys
ugh, weirdness. if i used words instead then i bet things would be fixed so much quicker. if there is anything to fix at all, but that just gets me back to where i started. I'm not really into stupid conversation like there usually is in the Comp Sys Lab, which reminds me how awesome computers are because we don't need to talk at all. And it's like we're each alone and yet not alone, too. Gorgo, I almost called you about 3 minutes ago, but I think you had class at noon and i never know exactly how long they are cuz i know they're long but how long? i dunno. Also, it is so cold and I am so cold. I need to get working on scholarship stuff. That's what I'll do on the plane. or at least I'll sift through my massive amount of shitty writing and pick the stuff i want to send people. "To Whomever Could Give Me Money, My name is Carey. I write a lot. This is some of what I've written. Please give me money. I promise to use it for college. With a cherry on top. Thank you, Carey " Current Mood:  freezingCurrent Music: "the sex she slipped into my coffee" |
| Sunday, January 2nd, 2005 |
| 10:34 pm |
I miss Gordon. Also the M key is breaking on this comp. I do love you, gogo, even if it takes you a couple days to set up your computer and read this. sleptover with rachel last night. we watched discovery health (who else would watch that until we fall asleep with me?) and then woke up late and ate chips and the graduate and then wrestled (who else would do that with me?). friends are good. nicole ended up coming home late so i didnt get to see her, but at least i could talk to her and i reached meredith. tomorrow i'm going to watch the l-word and do homework with bo, which should be fun. i want to talk to her and hopefully she'll let me listen. also, i'm dying my hair. pink. in the middle. Current Mood:  sadCurrent Music: law and order |
| Monday, December 20th, 2004 |
| 11:03 am |
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| Saturday, December 18th, 2004 |
| 4:36 pm |
With bated breath
I've been edgey all week, pushy and short-tempered, but hopefully things are on the up-swing. To fill my girly gushing quota for this entry, I love Gordon so much! He's so good for me, and it's so nice. It's just he does things that seem like no big deal to him or to other people but i know that i need them and he does them so naturally. like when i get angry i just leave, and most people just let me leave, which is what i'm asking for but not how to fix things. my parents, though, don't understand that sometimes i do need to leave and the one time i did need to leave, he let me, and i bet if he reads this he'll shake his head and tell me i'm biased and crazy which is true but has no impact of the truthfulness of my statements. Last week was actually pretty sucky, and Friday just topped it off, so when I came home I cleaned and went fanatical with hair-removal. I plucked and trimmed eyebrow and arm hair and then got ready to take a shower. So i stood in the bathtub- naked- staring at the mirror. And then I started cutting my hair. By the time I was finished, I realized that i'd cut off about 6 inches and now it was a little longer than chin length. So i showered, shaved my legs and armpits, warned Meredith, and stuck my new 'do into a ponytail and hoped for the best. It's not too bad, I'd say, since I did it myself using kiddie scissors. So for what it is, hopefully i'll get used to it, and Meredith and my parents like it, and Gordon says it's classy (but he's biased and crazy). No word from Emory yet, but my daddy did get me an early xmas present-- an 89! :) :) :) |
| Thursday, December 16th, 2004 |
| 11:07 pm |
I'm such a nerd. I lost my 89 (first time to lose a calc ever!!!!!!) and so i ended up playing computer puzzle games for hours... and my hands are even sore from all the clicking and typing. omg, im such a nerd. |
| Monday, December 6th, 2004 |
| 7:45 am |
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| Tuesday, November 30th, 2004 |
| 10:29 am |
It's True...
True, it may seem like a stretch, but it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away... ...when I am missing you to death. I'll be your platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you. You won't have to strain to look into my eyes. Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: Postal Service- Such Great Heights |
| Monday, November 29th, 2004 |
| 10:45 am |
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| Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004 |
| 1:27 pm |
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| Monday, November 22nd, 2004 |
| 10:09 pm |
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| 10:47 am |
I'm dating a slice... of pizza
Hilarious picture, Gordo. You guys rock. Speaking of rock, in Geo Kurt and I made clouds rock on TM Band imaging sites. It was awesome and we were dancing and Mr. Jarvis said we needed something better to do. I don't know cuz not much is better than dancing. Rach, how do you make your pictures work? Cuz mine dont and maybe my html is funky, but your all good at it. Help? Most likely I'll ask you again this evening. I'm so glad I get to see you. I love you very much, sweetie. Found a shortcut with my tech lab so it's almost done, except for the whole presentation and research paper... yeah... i have to do that research thing. Everything is good w/ Mrs. Sandstrom. I just adore that lady so much, and she thinks my Russian is good! So maybe she's a bit crazy but that's okay. She even told my parents how good my poem was... she said it was amazingly powerful and Russian. I was so touched, and also, I really think my Russian has been getting worse, and her faith just inspires me to try harder. Wrote an article for tj newsletter, and thinking about seizing the opportunity to write something for anemos as well as threshold (cuz i'm just that cool) and shadwell cuz mrs. seavey says i need to get off my ass and start writing already so maybe that'll be my entertainment for wednesday's massive hours of travel. About 2 days until I get to be with Gordon, which is wonderful and exciting and seems soooooo far away!! Excited cuz Dars is coming home and although that means I'll have to give up his bed and my tv... alas.... so sad... maybe we can figure out a way to route it to my room... I'm ready for lunch... and most of all, I'm ready for Wednesday! Current Mood:  mmm... gordon...Current Music: Sing me something sad, soft, and delicate |
| Tuesday, November 16th, 2004 |
| 8:50 am |
HA! I'm not going to school this morning!!! HAHAHA! |
| Monday, November 15th, 2004 |
| 10:45 am |
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| Sunday, November 14th, 2004 |
| 10:42 am |
My favorite word today is LITANY
It’s the little things. “Right where it always was.” Nauseating waves of nostalgia, I remember when… Where is the line between bringing us together And tearing us apart Now that we are so different "Bleeding is believing. I used to." Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Nathalie Imbruglia |
| Monday, November 1st, 2004 |
| 2:36 pm |
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| Saturday, October 30th, 2004 |
| 7:40 pm |
Emory App is in the mail! I'm so tired I can't quite see or think... Had the longest... and also the best phone convo ever. okay, so maybe it's always the best convo when it's with Gordon. |
| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004 |
| 6:30 am |
Nonsense at 6.30 AM!!
Gordon is amazing! Although when I think about it, i find it sad that i get all emotional the day after he leaves but i dont care right now because he's so good at making everything better. blackboard isn't working so i have no idea what homework i have to do but i didnt do anything this weekend and i didnt do anything but college stuff yesterday hiccups...hiccups... i have the hiccups!! I would dance and frolic around but my stomach's been strange and hurting randomly, so i'm almost afraid to move lest i disturb it. The only SOLUTION is to go to school without doing any work! and I'm okay with that because I'll just work harder tonight cuz i've got math i need to do anyway-- and can't forget math-- maybe i have a test in psych today but i dont know and frankly i dont really care. ha, i dont care about that class at all. i care about essays and sleeping. and next week when essays are over, i'll care about running and sleeping which will be a challenge since normally i have to pick one... Current Mood:  insano-insanoCurrent Music: ROXERS MY BOXERS |
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